Now is morning,and i'm shaging.
Because i don't like morning,thats all.
Friday,alone went to causeway point.
I wanted to buy a necklace,which i like alot.
But when i wore it,i found out that it is too troublesome to wear a heavy stuff.
Then i changed my mind to buy a hand wear.
The next item i'm going to buy is contact lense.
Also,i'm going to make my ear holes back.
After thinking what to buy next,saw xin ann, clarance, pearlyn, bao juan.
Then they came my house to slack.
In the middle part alot rubbish,cancel cancel cancel.
Then we play blackjack,play until owe $16,500,LOL.
But in the end banker owe me $88.
But that day is really fun,in the same time my most worrying day.
K done,maybe meeting clarance out.
Later then post,toot.
Posting both blog and facebook sculpture walk pictures.
That day is tired,but its the most exciting excursion other than my cca in primary school.
I haven't done the sketchbook on my researches in my first work.
Nevermind i will try to seek for help,no idea what to write.
These days have fun with friends,clarance reject me two times for stead,two times for patch.
Just kidding,just wanted to share some emotions,delvin teach me to do it.
What i wish my girlfriend to do?-(Copy from beck but ideas different)
1.She is proud to have me as her boyfriend.
2.Care for me most of the time,because i need it.
3.Be yourself.
4.I don't mind she controlling me or stick to me,just that she love me alot,it will be sweet.
5.Lastly,I won't demand her for being annoying to share every pieces of her stuff,instead i will like to listen to it.
I like girls who are being true,loyal.
But,its really,really hard to find/get a really true girl even if you have,you must know how to treasure.
I will jealous quite easily because,
i love my love one too much,that i gave her full 100%.
But,i don't belive there are any girlfriends that will give you care,concern,and loyal to you almost every hour.
I stop beliving it long ago.
Posting tsttststime.
Yesterday random jump on facebook with cousin.
He keep make me laugh,he comment people until like he damn handsome like this.
Got one girl,her primary photo damn pretty.
Then we go view album,he say sigh got cheated by her eyes.
Then he press press press until half girlfriend call him,he don't know its his girlfriend.
He picked and said,eh don't call me this time i seeing chio bu in facebook,
when i'm free then i call you,then he kup.
Then his girlfriend call again,he want talk alrdy but his girlfriend shouted right before he talked.
Very joke,she said once if he go back to malaysia he will die with his motor.
I ask him,got girlfriend still like this view pretty girls?
He say,view no harm?
These few days keep sleep with him,yesterday accident kick until his head damn hard,
he wake up and turn me upside down.
To readers,all never tag,good good(Y)
Watashi Ahpek.
Swee seng.
Alvin.
My jiao bin in hospital.
The needle,is hurting my hand.
Stop!your hair is long *(!@&*#!@$#&*!_@
Discussing how to punish me.
I took alot pictures from the hospital when they visit me,
because i really very sian!Thats why.
I'm fine with it already don't worry.
For those who still don't know what reason,just to let you know.
I ride bicycle down a slope with friends,realise break is not that sharp and not enough time.
Prevent from knocking my friends,i turned and knock mrt pillar,carry on
my body cannot tolerate the pain,i fainted out of sudden and i flew 2 ~3m.
When i woke up,left part of my face,nose ear throat cough got blood come out.
Didn't want to go to hospital,friends accompany took cab home.
At home,dad gave 2 painkiller and sleep.
Morning,mum see my whole body with bruises and brought me to polyclinic.
And the doctor says that i must be sent to hospital,so they called the ambulance.
They poke the needle through my hand slowly and ask me hold on to the bag of water.
Along the way to NUH,there are alot of people outside.
I was so honoured that everyone let way when they are pushing me,i felt i'm king.
Lying on the emergency department like nobody's business.
Carry on i was sent to ward 47.
Then,ya and boring life in hospital.
I want to say sorry to Alvin,weisin and yongkhan.
Because first,i vomitted,second tyre pompcek.
Made them have a trouble of who is sitting at the back of whose bicycle.
And third,i made such accident that we cannot hang out the night properly.
Sorry!
I want to thanks people who visited me.
Alvin,WeiSin,Pearlyn,Jacky,Nick,SweeSeng,ZeHao.
First aunt and second aunt.
I thanks all alot,but most is pearlyn.
She is sick but yet she still visit me.
Then still takecare of me for a moment.
Don't want say much later she bhb.
To others sms-ed me like my ex classmates,ya thanks but i cannot see where is your sincerity.
Gonna rush my homework on friday's night,midnight got show to watch,damn excited.
And cousin came to singapore,i accidentally answered his call from his second phone and
its his girlfriend call from malaysia,and i kup LOL.
Sorry,because i'm very confused.
I cannot predict whether i should go on to the relationship.
一个人在雨里继续的奔跑,却发现再也听不到自己的心跳.
I'm finally free to post,i've changed to the flat keyboard and it is quite irritating.
Nevermind,i shall try not to make any spelling mistakes from what i typed.
Today's PE was just a starting of a devil training.
Its like first time in my life PE was so exhausting.
I think everyone's sweat can fill a 1 litre water already.
Pon-ed MT lesson with clarance,late go in also scolding skip also scolding so just skip.
Talked to clarance from heart to heart,suddenly got a bee come disturb.
Then in class just study slack study slack rest study.
Among the subjects,art is the most difficult one.
Although we seem to be quite slack,but actually imagination must be very good.
Mrs chee says she is going to bring us on a exhibition,hope can take some photo.
Currently have a slight cough and sorethroat.
I think it is caused by walking under the rain.
Then suddenly reminds me of what grandma says.
She asked me one question before the month she passed away.
She asked in hokkien,ang gu(my nickname called by my relatives)
if,there is two choices for you to choose,
first,you no need to wait or get hurt from your r/s,you can change your partner whenever you felt bored.
Second,you will need time,and at the same time you will get hurt,you die die must loyal to your partner.
Although that time i'm still not so mature,i think awhile infront of her bed.
Then i tell her,second.
Although first choice is like,ownself come up to knock your door instead you put in effort to make your another half love you.
But what i think is,stay with the one you truely love,you will sacrifice things that cropped up to meet with her.
Because you will want to see her even for just a minute you also happy.
Actually i wouldn't say that much if she didn't ask me to explain.
That day she told me,she don't have much time to see me bringing back my love one to malaysia let her see,
but she want me to use a real heart to let a girl touched.
I was like only 13,she tell me this so soon for what.
I told her,she sure will live long one.
After we went back to singapore,2 weeks later she suddenly passed away.
Last thing she move her hand was plucking out needle poking inside her wrist.
First day and second day,i burn some stuffs to let her walk in peace.
Third day cannot stand in,everyone in the family cried.
Some of them is fucking fake.
After burying grandma next to grandpa's coffin on the hill,we went down.
Carry on back to home,they happily split money.
Something meant for my grandma to give my mum,they were trying to snatch away.
Then i shoot them few sentence,they put on table say "Nah give you la"
Useless fools.
I guessed everyone is enjoying valentines & cny.
Morning wake up,drink milk and nothing else to eat.
Mum went back malaysia,dad work while sis was sleeping.
Father called me asked us to eat kfc.
After preparing three of us went to funchun cc.
Ordered family feast,begin to eat and talk.
Sister talked about her stuffs,then carry on we talked about mum.
Saying how sensitive she is,and she is really sensitive towards everything.
After eating,still left one pie i hold it onto my hand and bring home.
Leaving it on the table like nobody's business,then chatting with dad and sister.
Talked about others,and our family.
And grandpa,broke one of his leg inside hospital.
He did something which upsets the family,so no one wanted to visit him in the hospital.
After that,me and my dad man's talk.
Talk about my father's bro wife,which is my uncle's wife.
She is the fakest and lousiest women,no EST,because there're people like her.
In our big family,only few relatives words can be trusted,
others only money faced,or talk bad about us.
I didn't want to go back to malaysia is because,
i felt that after grandma is not around,nothing tempt me to visit anyone there.
Only third aunt and uncle,always took care me when i was in malaysia.
My father asked me,if i still remember how he taught me when i was young.
And he very angry,he said.
Indeed i taught you slowly to become a well liked guy,
but i never taught you to be taller than me.
Then we both laughed,is he short not i tall.
Today's day is quite bad but quite fun too.
First of all,talk to who who emo,talk to who who angry,
talk to who who sad.
Played pool and basketball in windermere with Classmates and friends.
At first,someone face damn smelly,from entering the room i can smell the smelly aura.
After that,everything went fine and we had a nice friendly basketball matches.
My physics and chemistry -.-.
Didn't revise or study at all,hope i can catch up for the next test.
Test results,
English,15/25.
Maths,13/20.
Physics,13/20.
Chemistry,9/20
History,7/23
Chinese,50/100.
I rocked my life better than sec 2's time.
